Friday, April 08, 2011

The gift of life and love.

Ever wonder what the spice of life is or why we continue to live regardless of the hardships? We are forever on a quest for love and want to live our life surrounded by love. Whether we seek love from a significant other or our children, it is still the reason we continue in spite of the hardships that we face. I have found true love. Not from a significant man in my life but I have found love in the loved ones around me. I have a grand daughter that loves me. My daughters love me and the people that I work with genuinely care for me. I care for me. My cats love me.

No matter how many love you, it doesn't count unless you feel worthy of being loved. As someone who is her worst critic, I can say that feeling worthy is no easy task. You must first feel worthy of being loved to receive it. It doesn't matter how much you love. There is no reward in loving unless there is return value. I am a woman who loves too much. I think of others first and I care for others. I have all my life. I can not change that. It took me a long time to learn to love myself and feel worthy of love given to me. In this phase of my life I truly enjoy the time I spend with my loved ones. I wish I had found this peace sooner.

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