"I was the only one with a flashlight."

I was upstairs when my daughter came by after her shift ended.  It was later than usual.  The next caregiver was late getting there.  We came downstairs and she fixed something to drink.  I paused the TV. I had known that she was with a client that had just been put on Hospice at home.  She had cared for the client for years.  She went through the emotional day and related the nice things that the Hospice nurse said about her to the family and the family was very grateful to have her there today.  She took care of the client and the family too.  Helping however she could.  Saying what needed to be said and organizing when no one else could. It was a long and draining day. Typical for a Hospice care day especially toward the end.  She took care of everything and supported and gave them the permission to grieve and talk about it when they needed to. There were hugs and tears when she left. She felt a chill at the door.  She felt she did her best and I agreed.  I told her she was the experienced guide for this family through an unmarked dark forest.  They could not make it without her.  She said, "Yes, I was the only one with a flashlight." She has been the guide with the flashlight for so many families. I can't express how proud I am of her.

THE LOST SYMBOL

Dan Brown is so readable.  He anticipates how the reader comprehends the idea and draws the reader into the story like watching a movie that locks your eyes on the screen. He is one of my favorite authors.  He is so brilliant and teaches so well that you leave feeling educated and looking at the world with a more open mind.  The Lost Symbol does its magic. Here is an excerpt where Peter Solomon is lecturing a crowd of students about how all mankind's disparate philosophies have all concurred on one thing, that a great enlightenment is coming. The impending transformation of our human minds into their true potentiality.  A student answers. "Maybe there is a universal truth embedded in everyone's soul.  Maybe we all have the same story hiding inside, like a shared constant in our DNA.  Maybe this collective truth is responsible for the similarity in all of our stories."

Peter Solomon spoke, "Truth has power.  And if we all gravitate toward similar ideas, maybe we do so because those ideas are true....written deep within us.  And when we hear the truth, even if we don't understand it, we feel that truth resonate within us...vibrating with our unconscious wisdom.  Perhaps the truth is not learned by us, but rather, the truth is re-called...re-membered...re-cognized...as that which is already inside us."

Peter continues, "Of all the people who have ever lived, in all the eras in history...we are in that narrow window of time during which we will bear witness to our ultimate renaissance.  After millennia of darkness, we will see our sciences, our minds, and even our religions unveil the truth."

I have always felt that the truth reaches into us and grabs our spiritual mind and won't let go until we give it recognition and award its rightful place.

Just so you know.

Just to make the point again, I want you to know that:  I am still mad about LOST and still mad about Matrix.
There was a portion of the audience that followed  LOST from the start to finish.  I have to give the creators credit for keeping  the devoted audience coming back week after week. However, the audience was given a false pretense.  I as many others were led to believe that the writers had the knowledge and the expertise to be able to write a storyline that did indeed support a science based series.  I bought it hook, line, and sinker.  For the entire series I was looking for the scientific and sci-fi basis of the Island.  I considered the Island to be the most important character in the show.  The humans were secondary to me although they were well developed and loved.  I cried at the end of the series for the characters and for the Island.  I felt incredibly cheated when the writers totally ignored the Island and let the characters end up meeting in another dimension made for them and they ended up in a church going together to the "Light". This was the ultimate insult to me and to others who were left with questions unanswered.  Not even a hint was given as to where the Island was or what happened to it after Hurley and Ben left it. It was disappointing that the network had so much influence on the writers. It was a lame ending and the writers missed the target by miles. It was also a missed opportunity to break through the barriers and get the whole audience exposed to new possibilities with scientific basis.

The matrix did the same thing with with third movie.  It got so ridiculous and ended with the hero being portrayed as Jesus.  I do believe in the concept of a Matrix.  There are scientists that actually have a theory that we are living in a Matrix. Manipulation of a dimension is nothing new.  I have seen some glitches.

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"My family is like a Freak Show without the tent."

Possibilities--wild concept.

So, for someone who has tried to keep up on the latest theories of 2012 and asteroids passing too close to us. Comets too that are too close. What to believe. There are persons who taut the theory that we are going to undergo a frequency boost so that we will be a higher individual and will not have to die to achieve this transformation. On the other hand, there are those who will not transform and will continue to live in the damage that we have created on this planet. I ask how can these two extremes exist on the same planet. There is only one way that I can see this happening. We are talking a time line split. There has been a division of our civilization for many years. There has existed the two extremes on the same planet for a long time but those that are enlightened and accepting of change have had to tolerate the other extreme of our civilization who panic with change and cannot evolve past their primal belief systems. There is a simple solution. Two time lines diverging and separating. Each time line fitting the population that it brings with it. For the enlightened there would be collective consciousness and a pure environment where we are one with the earth and all living things. The other time line will fit the population I call the bottom of the trash can people who are absorbed by materialistic values. One where money and possessions are important and blind faith is their anchor to life. This split might resemble the rapture but it has nothing, nothing to do with religion. That fits into the other time line. No this is a higher placement of our being where greater knowledge is available and where we strive for higher understanding of this universe. This concept is not new. A book called "The Standing Wave" ends with this concept. The trash can people are from another book dealing with life after death and where our souls end up.

So, wouldn't leaving behind the other end of the spectrum make sense. Relieving the burden and letting others go their own way. This would make sense in fractal geometry. A shape of ever evolving time lines like the blossoming of a huge flower. A picture I find fascinating.

Maybe we have a chance.

Well with the stuff coming our way from outside our solar system, many people think that we are in for a rough ride come late Sept. and Oct. Comet Elenin or (extinction level event) is supposed to be coming our way followed by Nibiru, a planet 4 times the mass of Jupiter.

However, the people that know all about this and are saying nothing are getting ready to launch new rockets able to take astronauts to Mars and asteroids. Sounds like they have a plan. So unless they are keeping the launch date secret and are planning to escape the bad times, we may be able to count on their actions. That is, if they are full bore working on future projects and they know full well what is going to happen in the next couple of years, then they know that the Earth and us will be alive for the future projects.

We can only hope that someone cares about us.

Time for a small rant.

I am so tired of all the nut jobs trying to get their minute of fame on YouTube. Talking about what if ET's come here and will they be friend or foe. More nut jobs trying to make people believe that some celebrities are reptilians and some idiot sitting in the dark being interviewed by another idiot.

I want to scream, "Shut the F--- up". People, open your eyes and your minds. This planet has always been visited and lived on by other civilizations. We just happen to be the ones on the surface and most visible. We are the ones that are using the resources of the planet the most. We have multiplied and built the most. Does not mean we own this planet. We are allowed to live here. Who is in charge? Who the hell cares. We are not in charge for sure. We have failed miserably to govern ourselves. We are drunk on power, material wealth, control of others. We are cruel to our own kind. We have not come far from the barbarians of centuries ago.

I am so tired of the ignorant religious fanatics who believe this is somehow "God's Will" and that God will save us if we just stay faithful. Bull shit. Oh, we are going to meet celestial beings alright. But they are not angels. They are beings that are just like our civilization but a few thousand years ahead of us. They may even look different. Hopefully, some of our scientists are already communicating with them. There is no salvation for us. Our only hope is that some of us will survive and will be allowed to live freely here again. I am greatly saddened for the children and the young for what they are about to experience. It will be frightening for them. But they are our future and they will learn much more than we will ever know.

So, please tune out the fanatics and the pure idiots. They are a waste of your time. Stay focused on the scientific facts. That is the only truth we have for now.